Feeling lonely

I feeling so lonely now, like i am the only 1 living in this world. ....haiz...wondering y my mum left me so early and suddenly without saying anything.
Everyday dun feel like going home, i feel sian when i go home, alone facing the 4 walls...No 1 to talk to..every day i need to tink of wat to eat for dinner...mixed veg rice? noodles?? etc... 3 months back i dun hv this problem...just go home eat my mum home cook food.

Miss my Mum and her food

Maybe i am tired...tat y i am feeling this way....